Reading of the month – September
August 29th, 2008It could be you. Post your question, situation, life challenge or concern as a comment on my blog (see where it says ‘Comments’ above), as long as you don’t mind the answer being posted. Your reading could be chosen and featured the following month as part of my newsletter.
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Heidi, My life is in turmoil. It doesn’t matter how much I pray, meditate with my spirit guide or just hope. My family is being “vacated” from our apartment. There was no reason, just a 20 day notice. Yes, this is legal in our state. We weren’t the only ones either. We haven’t been able to find a place to live. Our credit is worse than poor and we are broke. My disability check isn’t enough to make it each month. Tomorrow will be the first of Sept. and we aren’t supposed to be here anymore. I’m beginning to lose faith even though my spirit says to “hold on”. There are many many other circumstances to our lives so I can’t write them all down.
I’m lost. I’m so lost I am beginning to believe that this is it. This is all my life will ever be. I’ve been poor all my life. I’ve been disabled all my life. My agoraphobia is so debilitating I can’t even leave my home anymore with the exception of Dr. appts. I have three beautiful children of which two are grown. They are perfect. Their lives are turning out just the way I imagined. Even with my disabilities, I was able to raise three daughters who are smart and kind young women.
But, I sit here day after day doing the same thing. I rely too much on my husband to help me and, even though he says he would never resent it one day, I still feel he will. I’m also and empath/medium. I see so many wonderful things happening to others’, or sad happenings. Those are the worst. I feel the pain so much. I think that is why I have isolated myself. It can’t hurt as much if I’m not around the pain. However, it always seems to find me. Even as I sit writing this, I feel pathetic. Oh whoe is me and a violin should be playing somewhere in the background.
My mother passed a year and a half ago. My father passed three yrs ago. I have a niece (16) who passed in a devistating car accident and a nephew (her brother) who passed being crushed by a falling tree. There are many more I have lost.
I have been looking for a very long time now and no one seems to have an answer. At least an answer that makes sense. The above mentioned spirits, plus a few more, are around me a lot. Especially my parents. Since my mother’s passing, I have picked up odd habits of hers. Things I would NEVER do. She showered once a week. Yuk. She sat in front of her television the last two yrs of her life because that was all she could do. She had candy cravings for things I didn’t like and obsessed over the wrinkles on her face. Now, I am doing every single one of them almost daily. I can’t shake the feeling that my mother didn’t cross over. She is here with me all the time and vicariously living through me. I know, this is beyond strange. Well, at least for me anyway.
I need help. I need to get out of this. How do I know for sure if she has passed or not? I believe I am to close to know for sure. All that’s been going on has bled over into our lives and is affecting us in the ways I described in the beginning. Things have always been tough for my family but, in the last couple of years, it’s been horrendous. I have been pleading to anyone who will listen and still get no response. I expect that here to but, I always keep up my hope.
If ANYONE can help me, please,,,,,,,please do. My email address is zoofoo2@hotmail.com I don’t mind getting thoughts on this from anyone at all.
Thank you for listening.
i have been getting visions for about a year that came out of no where, no warning i was sitting outside and resting my eyes and then out of no where started seeing what looked like a movie playing, well it has continued for a year next month. i can’t look in lights without seeing colorful objects. i told my doctor and they did a brain scan to make sure it was normal and it was, my question is it is like i see different types of messages. then i got where i could start communicating with someone and they would show me my biggest fears (spiders) and got very mean. i have refused to communicate anymore but i still see visions, but mainly it is of a german sheppard and some man, i don’t understand or know these people. any help would be greatly appreciated….thank you carolyn
Hi Heidi, I have been having these v.bad negative thoughts lately,they come in and out like alight switch.I try to avoid them,by thinking of nice beauiful thoughts. I also have vision thoughts,and know some things will happen.I know I have a psychic ability,but I do not like having these negative thoughts. I feel as if their is some one coming in and out of my head like an evil person or some thing. I want to get rid of these thoughts and get back to myself,and have nice clear thoughts.I would love if I got some replies,Thanks for reading,Thanking You Charlotte
Hi Heidi, well i dont know if this is how i contact you?
Well you see your test said that I’m a clairvoyant, and that I have precognition, which is very accurate, because all my life, i’ve always been able to foresee something, or see like important things about someone or something, but it’s always something small, but rarely something big or important. My “abilites” are kind of on and off sort of thing. but you see I want to “enhance” them while I’m still young (I’m 13) and I’m asking how can a child of my age develope this?
Hello Heidi,
I too am unsure if this is the correct way of connecting you for a reading of the month. However I still will post my questions.
Heidi I am 28 years old I have four children and an adoring husband. I am a Maori New Zealander. I am just starting on my spiritual journey which in doing so has ignited questions concerning medical conditions that I have been diagnosed with which I am questioning so I will just begin from the start.
When I was between the age of 4 weeks to 8 weeks I developed water on the brain. During my first week of being hospitalised there was nothing that my local hospital could do. So they decided that because I was in critical condition that it was best to fly me to star ship hospital in Auckland New Zealand from where I was situated in Palmerston North hospital which is about a 45 mins approx flight. As soon as I arrived at my destination I was scheduled for testing straight away the doctors were puzzled that I did not have water on the brain at all it was as if the disease did not occur. In other words it was a miracle I was cured. I stayed in hospital for another two weeks for observation but I was fine. I do believe that whilst I was flying in skies a miracle was performed and that there is a reason for my existance.
Over the last 28 years of my life I have been in and out of hospital because of unexplained or you could say unidentifying things I have. Let me explain. For as long as I have known I see flashing coloured lights when I focus upon say a tree the flashing lights form apart of that tree so not to block be from seeing so although I do not see clearly like most I do in sense with just flashing lights which they medically diagnosed as continously having miagrains when in the dark they are brighter. Lucky I didn’t mention that I also see tiny links of circles full in front of my sight a bit like the orbs you see in pictures but they are just tiny little ones linked together which form different lines or shapes some smaller some shorter some just on there own lol. No medication is needed for the flashing lights. I have platelettes three times the normal person, I decided that i didn’t want to do any further testing with this because I had enough of being poked with needles and prodded like some alien. I have ringing in the ears which they medically put down to me only having 75% hearing in the right ear thats why I have the ringing in the ears. They cannot explain why I was born with only half toes so instead of my toes being fully some are half. And thats not to mention all the illnesses I had when I was a child and in hospital some where doctors could not do anything but pray.
At my spiritualism church where we learn meditation etc say that I have to ask the Angels to take all the things I described about the flashing lights, ringing in the ears etc. They basically say that all the things I have are a disability. However I do not feel that way I feel that they are my gift. Maybe I am wrong but they do not hinder me as I have had to live with these things my whole life. To give you an idea of where my awareness is at and my knowledge of the Divine, Realms etc…I scored on your psychic test Telepathy 10/10, Clairvoyant 08/10, Psychokinesis 06/10, Precog 10/10, Medium 09/10. What these scores mean I have no idea. But I thought I would put this in so that you can see where I am today with spiritualism and my level as you would know what these test means. So throughout my life I have felt out of place anyway because of all these things that I have experienced and abilities I have.
Am I imagining that there is a higher purpose for me here is there work I need to really get started on. I have no sense of direction at the moment because I have spirit guiding me one way, people saying that thats not right, and then of cause my intuition which I have not been fully honoring . Are my disabilties as the church members put it just that or do they have a purpose as well….
Thank you for taking the time in reading my story and you know what I feel the answers will come and that maybe all I really needed to do was write to someone who was willing to just listen to me.
With Infinite and Eternal Love
Chontae
Hi Heidi,
A friend of a friend has recently died (I did not know him personally) and he has been on my mind a lot the last week.. today I had the urge to sit and attempt to make contact with him in spirit …I sat and protected myself then I asked my gatekeeper to come forward and then I asked the spirit by name to come forward if he so wished..I then asked my mum in spirit to help me with this as I felt certain something was going to happen…I saw her in my minds eye and she said ‘are you ready’ and then almost immediately I felt this strong energy come into me…the pressure in my head started to change (best way I can describe is that the pressure felt cool and clear and I felt lifted?) I started tingling all over and my heart started beating very fast..normally at this point I panic but I kept my calm and asked for help in making me be able to handle the energy…the intensity of the energy then levelled out and I saw the guy in my minds eye…he then started to talk to me but it was telepathic ( my own voice in my head).
Do you think I really made contact with him? and how do I know it was him talking or just me making it up?! Any guidance would be much appreciated!
Thankyou
Claire
Interesting Blog. I “turned off” my abilities many years ago bc I could not deal with the constant “interuptions”. I have begun to have them reappear since my hysterectomy last month, I have found myself astral traveling nightly for over a week. Suddenly the “voices” calling my name softly have come back and my dreams are being invaded again by those seeking something. Everywhere I go I end up with a small child or animal following me; just yesterday I went outside and found a huskie/wolf breed dog sitting on my porch waiting for me. He stayed all day and reappeared today, if I tell him to leave he “snots” and shakes his head. I am finding sudden awareness of other people’s lives even in online communities(Which has NEVER happened unless I was face-to-face with someone). What is going on? I am confused and flittering from day to day; I NEED to know hat it is that is needed from me but have frogotten how to “listen”.
Dear Heidi,
I don’t know if you can answer this one or not but my question is this; if a person has suffered an addiction that they have failed to overcome in life and subsequently pass over as a result of it, what happens when they get to the other side? This would cover alcoholics, drug addicts and others… you could even extend it I guess to obsessive compulsive disorders and the like.
Does the person (spirit) assess their lifetime and have to address the addiction and its consequences in spirit? Do they still crave whatever their physical addiction was, can this be satisfied or does it just fall away? Does the addiction in life serve any learning purpose? As you will know, most addicts (unless they have managed to overcome it) always fail to see it as it truly is and never see the impact on their loved ones so do they ever learn from the primary experience of their lifetime?
I would be very interested and most appreciative to hear your views on this subject.
Thank you.
Hello Heidi,
I have no idea what to do.
Lately I’ve been having dreams about this man, I don’t know him, but for some reason I’m seeing things that could be real life events for someone, even conversations with other people that the dream man is having. The only problem is, it seems from an entirely different time period than this one.
I feel like, even though I don’t know him, that somehow I’m connected to him.
I fear that he might just be some dream person I made up to fill a void in my life, but at the same time this has never happened to me before. It’s kind of frightening.
Do you think I’m just an overactive dreamer? Or could there be something more to this?