I have no idea what to do.

Lately I’ve been having dreams about this man, I don’t know him, but for some reason I’m seeing things that could be real life events for someone, even conversations with other people that the dream man is having. The only problem is, it seems from an entirely different time period than this one.

I feel like, even though I don’t know him, that somehow I’m connected to him.

I fear that he might just be some dream person I made up to fill a void in my life, but at the same time this has never happened to me before. It’s kind of frightening.

Do you think I’m just an overactive dreamer? Or could there be something more to this?

I don’t know if you can answer this one or not but my question is this; if a person has suffered an addiction that they have failed to overcome in life and subsequently pass over as a result of it, what happens when they get to the other side? This would cover alcoholics, drug addicts and others… you could even extend it I guess to obsessive compulsive disorders and the like.

Does the person (spirit) assess their lifetime and have to address the addiction and its consequences in spirit? Do they still crave whatever their physical addiction was, can this be satisfied or does it just fall away? Does the addiction in life serve any learning purpose? As you will know, most addicts (unless they have managed to overcome it) always fail to see it as it truly is and never see the impact on their loved ones so do they ever learn from the primary experience of their lifetime?

I would be very interested and most appreciative to hear your views on this subject.

Thank you.

A friend of a friend has recently died (I did not know him personally) and he has been on my mind a lot the last week.. today I had the urge to sit and attempt to make contact with him in spirit …I sat and protected myself then I asked my gatekeeper to come forward and then I asked the spirit by name to come forward if he so wished..I then asked my mum in spirit to help me with this as I felt certain something was going to happen…I saw her in my minds eye and she said ‘are you ready’ and then almost immediately I felt this strong energy come into me…the pressure in my head started to change (best way I can describe is that the pressure felt cool and clear and I felt lifted?) I started tingling all over and my heart started beating very fast..normally at this point I panic but I kept my calm and asked for help in making me be able to handle the energy…the intensity of the energy then levelled out and I saw the guy in my minds eye…he then started to talk to me but it was telepathic ( my own voice in my head).

Do you think I really made contact with him? and how do I know it was him talking or just me making it up?! Any guidance would be much appreciated!

Thankyou
Claire

I too am unsure if this is the correct way of connecting you for a reading of the month. However I still will post my questions.

Heidi I am 28 years old I have four children and an adoring husband. I am a Maori New Zealander. I am just starting on my spiritual journey which in doing so has ignited questions concerning medical conditions that I have been diagnosed with which I am questioning so I will just begin from the start.

When I was between the age of 4 weeks to 8 weeks I developed water on the brain. During my first week of being hospitalised there was nothing that my local hospital could do. So they decided that because I was in critical condition that it was best to fly me to star ship hospital in Auckland New Zealand from where I was situated in Palmerston North hospital which is about a 45 mins approx flight. As soon as I arrived at my destination I was scheduled for testing straight away the doctors were puzzled that I did not have water on the brain at all it was as if the disease did not occur. In other words it was a miracle I was cured. I stayed in hospital for another two weeks for observation but I was fine. I do believe that whilst I was flying in skies a miracle was performed and that there is a reason for my existance.

Over the last 28 years of my life I have been in and out of hospital because of unexplained or you could say unidentifying things I have. Let me explain. For as long as I have known I see flashing coloured lights when I focus upon say a tree the flashing lights form apart of that tree so not to block be from seeing so although I do not see clearly like most I do in sense with just flashing lights which they medically diagnosed as continously having miagrains when in the dark they are brighter. Lucky I didn’t mention that I also see tiny links of circles full in front of my sight a bit like the orbs you see in pictures but they are just tiny little ones linked together which form different lines or shapes some smaller some shorter some just on there own lol. No medication is needed for the flashing lights. I have platelettes three times the normal person, I decided that i didn’t want to do any further testing with this because I had enough of being poked with needles and prodded like some alien. I have ringing in the ears which they medically put down to me only having 75% hearing in the right ear thats why I have the ringing in the ears. They cannot explain why I was born with only half toes so instead of my toes being fully some are half. And thats not to mention all the illnesses I had when I was a child and in hospital some where doctors could not do anything but pray.

At my spiritualism church where we learn meditation etc say that I have to ask the Angels to take all the things I described about the flashing lights, ringing in the ears etc. They basically say that all the things I have are a disability. However I do not feel that way I feel that they are my gift. Maybe I am wrong but they do not hinder me as I have had to live with these things my whole life. To give you an idea of where my awareness is at and my knowledge of the Divine, Realms etc…I scored on your psychic test Telepathy 10/10, Clairvoyant 08/10, Psychokinesis 06/10, Precog 10/10, Medium 09/10. What these scores mean I have no idea. But I thought I would put this in so that you can see where I am today with spiritualism and my level as you would know what these test means. So throughout my life I have felt out of place anyway because of all these things that I have experienced and abilities I have.

Am I imagining that there is a higher purpose for me here is there work I need to really get started on. I have no sense of direction at the moment because I have spirit guiding me one way, people saying that thats not right, and then of cause my intuition which I have not been fully honoring . Are my disabilties as the church members put it just that or do they have a purpose as well….

Thank you for taking the time in reading my story and you know what I feel the answers will come and that maybe all I really needed to do was write to someone who was willing to just listen to me.

With Infinite and Eternal Love
Chontae